Yes, that what it means.
Not.
DO NOT TOUCH ME.
Argh. One of those days that kept flipflopping. There were really good moments, followed by really frustrating moments.
We had to give an oral book report today, where, following a brief overview of the book, we'd answer the questions he gave us.
Of course, not thinking clearly, I chose "Middlesex" by Jeffrey Eugenides.
I had, after all, spent four hours finishing it the night before, and, though not perfect, was a great book.
And, yes, it was about a hermaphrodite.
That was probably my first mistake.
But the book report went fine. Yeah, some people freaked out because a hermaphrodite has *gasp* a penis AND a vagina! And the oh-so-subtle guys in the back were making fun of me the entire time.
But my friends thought it was cool, albeit freakish, a couple people asked questions, and Mr. Rosendale had read the book before and didn't give me any crap, so that helped.
And I honestly didn't care what they thought anyway.
Okay, I sort of cared.
But, then again, if I'd REALLY cared, I would have done a different book.
When I was finished, however, one of my least favorite people commented loudly, either too stupid to remember that I was a few feet away (understandable, she is a cheerleader), or bitchy enough to say this (strongly, STRONGLY leaning towards the latter), made the remark that I must read books like this because they make me feel better about myself.
-_- And a girl who called herself my friend thought this was hilarious. She laughed. Which felt great.
And whenever people make comments like this, people are quick to assure you that that person is just JEALOUS, and obviously so insecure that she has to take it out on someone like you.
That doesn't erase what she said, however.
And I feel all mad and self-righteous, and, "Oh well, at least I know HOW to read," and stupid, smart-kid comebacks keep popping up in my head.
Because of course I can't think of anything better.
And even though I say all that, I don't mean it, which I find unfair. I've NEVER had to refer to the stupid popularity dichotomy and though cheerleaders do tend to be idiots, I don't bury myself in clothes from Hot Topic and emo music so I can make fun of their stupidity and conformity like some (I do that in regular clothes).
But when she said that, it put me in that "Us vs. Them" mindset, where I thought because she's popular she thinks she's entitled to look down on "us nerds".
I really thought that.
And, speaking of stereotypes, I AM a nerd. I rely way too much on my "brains" and look down on "stupid people" and am not always the nicest person to be around. So even though she said that thing about me, I say things about her (though not always outloud, or at least not PUBLIC), so the only reason I'm mad is because I'M jealous of HER.
Which isn't fair but is sort of true.
Aaagh it's so complicated, yet simple, and contradictory, and for these reasons I hate high school girls, but I find this really depressing because that makes me the angsty, unpopular emo chick instead of the nice, well-rounded, not-bitchy, interesting I'd like to be.
And the so-called "balance" between the two isn't a great mixture.
So all that crap I just typed means nothing. I just had to vent.
I did see "Up" yesterday, which made me cry, but was also fantastic. Pixar's best movie, and way better than anything Dreamworks has ever done.
But I'll focus on that when I'm done pouting.
For now, I'll just listen to music and/or Tyler telling me how overdramatic I'm being and how I took what she said completely out of context. Sounds like a fun afternoon.
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Thursday, June 11, 2009
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Truth to power
Stupid creeper day.
Like, really?
I wore all black, gloves, and a skull bandana, and realized some people dress like that everyday because they're "hardcore" and "edgy".
Really, it's NOT THAT edgy.
It's just HOW YOU WEAR YOUR CLOTHES.
And if EVERYONE is wearing lots of black and studs and skulls, you're not breaking any barriers.
It's annoying.
Our class will not win the Ho-Hos. :(
But we did have a party with cake, brownies, and bean-shaped cupcakes?
They were supposed to be shaped by hearts. They did kind of look like hearts.
But beans are better.
The Homecoming Court assembly was boring and rather pointless.
No music, no video, nothing.
They asked the members of the Court what their favorite school memory was.
That was the "entertainment".
Ew, Joshua Harris. I'm going to read his book anyway.
My mom says there's another book that completely disagrees with his point of view.
Ha ha ha. I kissed courtship goodbye, sucka.
My bass sounds very out of tune.
I'll read the sequel, too.
Don't you hate it when you reread a favorite book of yours after several years and it's...definitely NOT as good as you remember?
"Capt. Hook"...it's just not the same.
But it's always nice when you read a favorite book and it's good every time. YEAH.
Like, really?
I wore all black, gloves, and a skull bandana, and realized some people dress like that everyday because they're "hardcore" and "edgy".
Really, it's NOT THAT edgy.
It's just HOW YOU WEAR YOUR CLOTHES.
And if EVERYONE is wearing lots of black and studs and skulls, you're not breaking any barriers.
It's annoying.
Our class will not win the Ho-Hos. :(
But we did have a party with cake, brownies, and bean-shaped cupcakes?
They were supposed to be shaped by hearts. They did kind of look like hearts.
But beans are better.
The Homecoming Court assembly was boring and rather pointless.
No music, no video, nothing.
They asked the members of the Court what their favorite school memory was.
That was the "entertainment".
Ew, Joshua Harris. I'm going to read his book anyway.
My mom says there's another book that completely disagrees with his point of view.
Ha ha ha. I kissed courtship goodbye, sucka.
My bass sounds very out of tune.
I'll read the sequel, too.
Don't you hate it when you reread a favorite book of yours after several years and it's...definitely NOT as good as you remember?
"Capt. Hook"...it's just not the same.
But it's always nice when you read a favorite book and it's good every time. YEAH.
Tuesday, October 07, 2008
You should be an electrician
You Would Be a Good Spouse 35% of the Time |
 In general, you have the skills and ability to make a marriage work. However, you're still a bit too selfish to be a good spouse. You almost always put yourself first. If you want to have a good marriage (either someday or right now), you're going to have to give more than you take. Be proactive every day. Work on being a good friend, family member, and partner. With practice, you'll be an excellent spouse. |
Hahaha I love life.
That explains why both Sierra and I want to die as 80-year-old virgins.
Kay draws amazing pictures. There was the elephant victory cry, and then her panda ate my elephant. It was quite graphic.
Paul was emo. He didn't like our solutions. He even drew a pencil so he wouldn't have to deal with any surprise "get better" hugs.
We took the ASVAB today. It was basically a gigantic military-issued aptitude test. A bunch of officers gave us super-sharp pencils and were super OCD about the perforated edges.
The best part was missing 3 class periods.
Then, when it was all over, I realized I'd just missed my 3 favorite classes of the day and had nothing to look forward to.
Besides French.
Dang it.
Tyler and I bombed that history test. The 10 points we got taken off didn't help.
That class sucks. All my friends have another teacher and talk about how much they LOVE history, where they get to make pyramids out of donuts.
It's not so fun when you have a teacher who loves history but has no idea how to make it interesting, besides allowing girls to bring in cake.
Ugh, I'm not happy with how my dad handled the whole worship team "situation". He called the youth leader and told him how "upset" William and I were and sort of put it all on him, but WE WEREN'T MAD AT HIM!! Our problem was with the kids!!!
And then he ended up being on his side, saying he understood "his point of view".
But he'd totally missed the point.
"He doesn't want to penalize the kids that can't come."
But it seems like he's penalizing the ones that actually do. "Thanks for showing up...we don't need you."
ASVAB results won't come for a few weeks. So today was a waste of time.
I'm going to end up as an electrician.
You Are a Chicken |
 You are a naturally curious and inquisitive being. You are often poking your nose where it doesn't belong! Collecting nuggets of knowledge is important to you. You enjoy knowing everything you can. You are very independent and strong willed. You don't like to be bossed around, and you do as you please. You are quite determined and able to take on challenges. You will “peck away” at a problem until it's gone. |
Monday, June 23, 2008
We can sleep as late as we want to
Aaaah, I'd almost forgotten "High School Musical 2", but it's one of the best summer soundtracks EVER. I'm getting a little tired of the movie after watching it so many times, though.
Okay, even though I didn't like "Camp Rock" so much, I sort of want to buy the soundtrack, but so does my dad, sooooo.... $10, maybe he'll want to buy it.
The song "Viva la Vida" has been stuck in my head a lot.
MUST BUY IT.
And I still have 15 bucks!!
Cleaning out itunes...again.
Daaang, where is The Classic Crime's new album already? Holy crap.
Awww, doesn't come out till July.
"Gravedigging"? "Abracadavers"? Lol. "God and Drugs"?
Wth???? Is Matt McDonald clinically depressed?
And they used to be classified as Indie Rock and Alternative Rock, but now their NEWER material is Emo and Post Hardcore...whatever that means.
They're having youth band tryouts on Tuesday, and my brother REALLY wants to try out on guitar, and my parents want me to try out on bass, but why bother?
They SAY they need a bunch of people because their seniors are leaving, but I'm thinking it's just to please the youth pastor.
Ooh, Pastor Mike said if I ever want to play on worship team, I should start with youth band.
Harsh.
Okay, even though I didn't like "Camp Rock" so much, I sort of want to buy the soundtrack, but so does my dad, sooooo.... $10, maybe he'll want to buy it.
The song "Viva la Vida" has been stuck in my head a lot.
MUST BUY IT.
And I still have 15 bucks!!
Cleaning out itunes...again.
Daaang, where is The Classic Crime's new album already? Holy crap.
Awww, doesn't come out till July.
"Gravedigging"? "Abracadavers"? Lol. "God and Drugs"?
Wth???? Is Matt McDonald clinically depressed?
And they used to be classified as Indie Rock and Alternative Rock, but now their NEWER material is Emo and Post Hardcore...whatever that means.
They're having youth band tryouts on Tuesday, and my brother REALLY wants to try out on guitar, and my parents want me to try out on bass, but why bother?
They SAY they need a bunch of people because their seniors are leaving, but I'm thinking it's just to please the youth pastor.
Ooh, Pastor Mike said if I ever want to play on worship team, I should start with youth band.
Harsh.
Saturday, May 24, 2008
Emos rather than Spaniards
Andrew Adamson, please. You had to have known that "Prince Caspian" was the most boring book in the "Narnia" series, and it would be impossible to make an even remotely interesting movie based on it.
At least you tried.
See, Pastor Matt, I'm trying to be positive.
Okay, let the rant begin.
I know there's such a thing as "artistic license", but what is with Andrew Adamson and chase scenes?? He changed the whole beginning to include a chase scene. Kind of lame.
Ben Barnes is overrated. He's pretty good-looking, but honestly? Skandar Keynes is better, especially compared to the first movie. And then the Telmarines were apparently Spanish, so they all walked around with Spanish accents the entire movie. Nothing wrong with Spanish people, but Ben Barnes' sex appeal kind of dropped when I heard him speaking in that accent. What's wrong with British people??
OMG!!! Eddie Izzard played Reepicheep!! That's so hilarious!
Too bad Reepicheep was kind of annoying and not that funny.
Caspian was one of the weaker characters. That would've made more sense if Caspian had been 13 or so (like in the book, though that's not a change I have any problem with; 13 Caspian in the BBC version was annoying as anything), but this guy's almost grown, and it was pretty annoying. Man up.
What happened to Susan? She went from being an uber-snotty freak to a babe in eyeliner who spent most of her time blinking and casting baleful looks at things.
And then, in this particular book, she was at her worst, but in the movie, all of those behavioral problems were transferred to...Peter???
PETER WAS SO ANNOYING!!! Cocky, angsty, a huge jerk, etc.
He made EXTREMELY stupid decisions throughout the ENTIRE movie, then either justified them by claiming, "I'm the High King," or playing the victim and blaming everyone else.
As a perpetual victim/hypocrite, this got old for me pretty fast.
And then his character didn't grow at all, and it was like no one expected him, too. XO Hate.
Liam Neesen got robbed. Aslan shows up more than once in the book and has lots of running dialogue with Lucy, but in the movie he had like 5 lines.
And then Lucy is one of the most important characters, and she got the least screen time. It was like they forgot she was there.
I liked the dwarves and the centaurs of color the best. The new centaurs were a definite improvement on the loser centaurs from LWW. Trumpkin and Nikabrik were both really funny and superb actors, but Trumpkin was a little too melancholic.
Okay, I HAAAAATE movies that have to have one of the characters state the theme or moral explicitly or obviously. Every five seconds, one of the characters would tearfully spout some fact of life. So annoying.
Battle scenes are boring. Andrew Adamson loves battle scenes. Andrew Adamson and I do not get along.
And the final duel between Miraz and Peter was like 10 minutes long, and then, even after Miraz died, there was another 10 to 15 minutes of the final battle.
Then there was this whole random "Let's take over Miraz's castle" adventure that came out of nowhere.
The Narnians try to invade Miraz's castle, but Caspian sets off the alarm when he learns Miraz killed his father and goes to get revenge.
Then Peter doesn't retreat until it's too late, and half of their armies are killed.
Then Peter has the balls to blame it all on Caspian, even though the whole thing had been Peter's idea and Caspian, Lucy, and Susan had all advised against it.
Jerk.
Aaagh, there was this minotaur who was holding the gate open so all the other Narnians could escape, and Peter and all them got through, but then they shot the minotaur, so he died, and half the soldiers were stuck behind, and Peter's crying and the soldiers just nod and keep fighting, and you can see them dying and accepting fate and whatnot. It was so sad.
And a lot of those soldiers were centaurs, and apparently my favorite centaur's sons. *emo tear*
I like how all the bad guys from the first movie (wolves, minotaurs, etc.) are now good guys. The minotaurs and giants had quite an advantage.
Who saw the Susan/Caspian romance coming a mile away? That would be me, and I'm sure others saw it, too. But it seemed so random. I knew they were attracted to each other and stuff, but they spent like a day together, and at the end, Caspian is all, "I wish we could have more time together," and they act all weepy and in love.
And then she kisses him and it's supposed to be sweet, but also kind of confusing?
YOU'VE KNOWN EACH OTHER A DAY!!
Seriously, the director should do "The Magician's Nephew" or "The Horse and His Boy", because then he can do all the chase scenes and battle scenes he wants.
Ugh, I just wished he hadn't changed the story so much, although there wasn't much story to begin with. Artistic license be darned.
Like a sock.
At least you tried.
See, Pastor Matt, I'm trying to be positive.
Okay, let the rant begin.
I know there's such a thing as "artistic license", but what is with Andrew Adamson and chase scenes?? He changed the whole beginning to include a chase scene. Kind of lame.
Ben Barnes is overrated. He's pretty good-looking, but honestly? Skandar Keynes is better, especially compared to the first movie. And then the Telmarines were apparently Spanish, so they all walked around with Spanish accents the entire movie. Nothing wrong with Spanish people, but Ben Barnes' sex appeal kind of dropped when I heard him speaking in that accent. What's wrong with British people??
OMG!!! Eddie Izzard played Reepicheep!! That's so hilarious!
Too bad Reepicheep was kind of annoying and not that funny.
Caspian was one of the weaker characters. That would've made more sense if Caspian had been 13 or so (like in the book, though that's not a change I have any problem with; 13 Caspian in the BBC version was annoying as anything), but this guy's almost grown, and it was pretty annoying. Man up.
What happened to Susan? She went from being an uber-snotty freak to a babe in eyeliner who spent most of her time blinking and casting baleful looks at things.
And then, in this particular book, she was at her worst, but in the movie, all of those behavioral problems were transferred to...Peter???
PETER WAS SO ANNOYING!!! Cocky, angsty, a huge jerk, etc.
He made EXTREMELY stupid decisions throughout the ENTIRE movie, then either justified them by claiming, "I'm the High King," or playing the victim and blaming everyone else.
As a perpetual victim/hypocrite, this got old for me pretty fast.
And then his character didn't grow at all, and it was like no one expected him, too. XO Hate.
Liam Neesen got robbed. Aslan shows up more than once in the book and has lots of running dialogue with Lucy, but in the movie he had like 5 lines.
And then Lucy is one of the most important characters, and she got the least screen time. It was like they forgot she was there.
I liked the dwarves and the centaurs of color the best. The new centaurs were a definite improvement on the loser centaurs from LWW. Trumpkin and Nikabrik were both really funny and superb actors, but Trumpkin was a little too melancholic.
Okay, I HAAAAATE movies that have to have one of the characters state the theme or moral explicitly or obviously. Every five seconds, one of the characters would tearfully spout some fact of life. So annoying.
Battle scenes are boring. Andrew Adamson loves battle scenes. Andrew Adamson and I do not get along.
And the final duel between Miraz and Peter was like 10 minutes long, and then, even after Miraz died, there was another 10 to 15 minutes of the final battle.
Then there was this whole random "Let's take over Miraz's castle" adventure that came out of nowhere.
The Narnians try to invade Miraz's castle, but Caspian sets off the alarm when he learns Miraz killed his father and goes to get revenge.
Then Peter doesn't retreat until it's too late, and half of their armies are killed.
Then Peter has the balls to blame it all on Caspian, even though the whole thing had been Peter's idea and Caspian, Lucy, and Susan had all advised against it.
Jerk.
Aaagh, there was this minotaur who was holding the gate open so all the other Narnians could escape, and Peter and all them got through, but then they shot the minotaur, so he died, and half the soldiers were stuck behind, and Peter's crying and the soldiers just nod and keep fighting, and you can see them dying and accepting fate and whatnot. It was so sad.
And a lot of those soldiers were centaurs, and apparently my favorite centaur's sons. *emo tear*
I like how all the bad guys from the first movie (wolves, minotaurs, etc.) are now good guys. The minotaurs and giants had quite an advantage.
Who saw the Susan/Caspian romance coming a mile away? That would be me, and I'm sure others saw it, too. But it seemed so random. I knew they were attracted to each other and stuff, but they spent like a day together, and at the end, Caspian is all, "I wish we could have more time together," and they act all weepy and in love.
And then she kisses him and it's supposed to be sweet, but also kind of confusing?
YOU'VE KNOWN EACH OTHER A DAY!!
Seriously, the director should do "The Magician's Nephew" or "The Horse and His Boy", because then he can do all the chase scenes and battle scenes he wants.
Ugh, I just wished he hadn't changed the story so much, although there wasn't much story to begin with. Artistic license be darned.
Like a sock.
Saturday, January 19, 2008
Democracy is a good idea (and good entertainment!)
OMG!!!! I SAW "27 DRESSES"! I READ "PRINCESS MIA"! I FINISHED "MAXIMUM RIDE: SAVING THE WORLD AND OTHER EXTREME SPORTS"!!!!! In other words, a good Saturday.
So "27 Dresses" was pretty good, but sort of really depressing. James Marsden is growing on me, but I've seen at least 6 of his movies in the past 6 months. I really like Katherine Heigl. "Don't you have needs?" "Nope. I'm Jesus." EW, the boss guy was SOOOO creepy and the little sister was such a slut. And she treated Jane like crap the entire movie, and she never really owned up to it. "You ruined my wedding!" "You based your entire relationship on lies!" "...but you ruined my wedding! Because you're jealous of me!" My favorite part in the whole movie was when Jane tells her best friend Casey and Casey screams, "That selfish whore!!" during yoga. I don't know what Jane's problem was; I liked some of the dresses, especially the one from that "goth" girl's wedding. White wedding dresses suck.
I love Maximum Ride!!! It was sort of confusing, but shocking and amazing and Max is Mexican?? That's cool. Wings? Mega boys? Ari becomes a good guy and wears plaid? So cute, I love Ari. I would so make out with Fang in a cave. I'm going to check out his "blog". No ways, it's real! Awesome. I sort of really hate Total. Fang and Max = sooo cute.
Dang it, Fang, why'd you have to call him "Billy" Shakespeare?
OMG, "PRINCESS MIA" IS THE BEST PRINCESS DIARIES EVER!!!
I THINK MY JP THEORY IS RIGHT!!! w00t!!! I underestimated Meg Cabot. So Mia spends like 50 pages brooding over Michael (loser), but it gets better. And there's actually a plot. I like Mia's therapist. Lilly is such a *see above on 27 dresses*. J.P. is pretty much the most amazing boy in the world. Mia's sort of clueless. Okay, really clueless. And Kenny blows up the school. Ha. Not even lying.
JP: ...there's something I've been meaning to tell you for a long time now, and every time I start to, something seems to happen to interrupt me, so I'm just going to say it now, even though this might not be the ideal moment. And I know you're going to freak out now, because that's what you do. So put down your pen and take a deep breath. Mia, I'm in love with you. I know up until now we've been just friends - good friends - but I want more than that. And I think you do, too.
Awww. I almost started crying, no lies. This was worse than that one episode of "Ugly Betty" where Gio hugs Betty and he looks so happy, but she doesn't even notice!!!, because Mia's just like, "Crap, Kenny blew up the building! Gotta go, J.P.!" She kisses him at the end. Awwww. For once in my life, I don't know what's going to happen. I bet it's going to be a showdown between Michael and JP. I don't know about you, but I'm voting JP.
I hadn't realized he doesn't normally wear jeans. I always pictured him wearing jeans. Just saying.
So "27 Dresses" was pretty good, but sort of really depressing. James Marsden is growing on me, but I've seen at least 6 of his movies in the past 6 months. I really like Katherine Heigl. "Don't you have needs?" "Nope. I'm Jesus." EW, the boss guy was SOOOO creepy and the little sister was such a slut. And she treated Jane like crap the entire movie, and she never really owned up to it. "You ruined my wedding!" "You based your entire relationship on lies!" "...but you ruined my wedding! Because you're jealous of me!" My favorite part in the whole movie was when Jane tells her best friend Casey and Casey screams, "That selfish whore!!" during yoga. I don't know what Jane's problem was; I liked some of the dresses, especially the one from that "goth" girl's wedding. White wedding dresses suck.
I love Maximum Ride!!! It was sort of confusing, but shocking and amazing and Max is Mexican?? That's cool. Wings? Mega boys? Ari becomes a good guy and wears plaid? So cute, I love Ari. I would so make out with Fang in a cave. I'm going to check out his "blog". No ways, it's real! Awesome. I sort of really hate Total. Fang and Max = sooo cute.
Dang it, Fang, why'd you have to call him "Billy" Shakespeare?
OMG, "PRINCESS MIA" IS THE BEST PRINCESS DIARIES EVER!!!
I THINK MY JP THEORY IS RIGHT!!! w00t!!! I underestimated Meg Cabot. So Mia spends like 50 pages brooding over Michael (loser), but it gets better. And there's actually a plot. I like Mia's therapist. Lilly is such a *see above on 27 dresses*. J.P. is pretty much the most amazing boy in the world. Mia's sort of clueless. Okay, really clueless. And Kenny blows up the school. Ha. Not even lying.
JP: ...there's something I've been meaning to tell you for a long time now, and every time I start to, something seems to happen to interrupt me, so I'm just going to say it now, even though this might not be the ideal moment. And I know you're going to freak out now, because that's what you do. So put down your pen and take a deep breath. Mia, I'm in love with you. I know up until now we've been just friends - good friends - but I want more than that. And I think you do, too.
Awww. I almost started crying, no lies. This was worse than that one episode of "Ugly Betty" where Gio hugs Betty and he looks so happy, but she doesn't even notice!!!, because Mia's just like, "Crap, Kenny blew up the building! Gotta go, J.P.!" She kisses him at the end. Awwww. For once in my life, I don't know what's going to happen. I bet it's going to be a showdown between Michael and JP. I don't know about you, but I'm voting JP.
I hadn't realized he doesn't normally wear jeans. I always pictured him wearing jeans. Just saying.
Thursday, January 17, 2008
Hee hee heeeeeee, now I know why it's my favorite song!!
Wow. My favorite songs are often prophetic. Let's hope this one will be....
"Um, hi, I don't know your name, but I couldn't help but notice that you're really beautiful and I'm sort of in love with you."
Ha ha ha. That would be amazing.
That so reminds me of the part where Vanessa meets that bartender in "Gossip Girl". Awww, so cute.
I read "Wolfcry" and it was not bad. The ending was weirdish. Well, I say weird because it conflicted with my morality, but honestly I just wanted both characters to be happy at the end. And it was pretty predictable; how could they not end up together? [Spoiler warning]: I don't know, though. Is abdicating your throne and running off with a girl a real solution? It worked, and it seemed right, and she found rulers for both thrones (Salem, a cool kid, and Sive, a not so cool kid), but I don't know. It seemed way sad. And her parents were way mean about it. It was kind of weird, because I wouldn't have thought of that as a solution. But I guess Amelia Atwater-Rhodes is different. "If you can't decide which guy to marry...abdicate and marry a girl!" [/Spoiler Warning]
The next one, "Wyverhail", came out recently (I think), but it doesn't look good. Hai, my LEAST favorite character, has to take the throne. Whaaaaaaaat? What happened to Salem? Dang. He's going to die. Or something. I HATE HAI.
DUDE my birthday was so amazing. I got a new stereo!!! With an Ipod-dock!!! Yay! I also have an *sparkly* emo sweater and some new pajamas. w00t.
I'm thinking about making an Avalon playlist.
Ugh, school was not so good today. I don't know why I suck so much at math!!! I got a 62% on the last test!!! Aaargh!! Everyone says I have test anxiety, but isn't their some anxiety involved with that? I NEVER feel anxious for tests. Even if I haven't studied, I feel confident. I took that math test, I only left 2 questions blank, but the rest I KNEW. I KNEW the answers.
And I got 19 questions wrong.
Crap.
So I got really emo, but I have really cool friends that cheered me up, and Mr. Faxon gave me the trombone part for "Another One Bites the Dust", so hey.
"Um, hi, I don't know your name, but I couldn't help but notice that you're really beautiful and I'm sort of in love with you."
Ha ha ha. That would be amazing.
That so reminds me of the part where Vanessa meets that bartender in "Gossip Girl". Awww, so cute.
I read "Wolfcry" and it was not bad. The ending was weirdish. Well, I say weird because it conflicted with my morality, but honestly I just wanted both characters to be happy at the end. And it was pretty predictable; how could they not end up together? [Spoiler warning]: I don't know, though. Is abdicating your throne and running off with a girl a real solution? It worked, and it seemed right, and she found rulers for both thrones (Salem, a cool kid, and Sive, a not so cool kid), but I don't know. It seemed way sad. And her parents were way mean about it. It was kind of weird, because I wouldn't have thought of that as a solution. But I guess Amelia Atwater-Rhodes is different. "If you can't decide which guy to marry...abdicate and marry a girl!" [/Spoiler Warning]
The next one, "Wyverhail", came out recently (I think), but it doesn't look good. Hai, my LEAST favorite character, has to take the throne. Whaaaaaaaat? What happened to Salem? Dang. He's going to die. Or something. I HATE HAI.
DUDE my birthday was so amazing. I got a new stereo!!! With an Ipod-dock!!! Yay! I also have an *sparkly* emo sweater and some new pajamas. w00t.
I'm thinking about making an Avalon playlist.
Ugh, school was not so good today. I don't know why I suck so much at math!!! I got a 62% on the last test!!! Aaargh!! Everyone says I have test anxiety, but isn't their some anxiety involved with that? I NEVER feel anxious for tests. Even if I haven't studied, I feel confident. I took that math test, I only left 2 questions blank, but the rest I KNEW. I KNEW the answers.
And I got 19 questions wrong.
Crap.
So I got really emo, but I have really cool friends that cheered me up, and Mr. Faxon gave me the trombone part for "Another One Bites the Dust", so hey.
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
Vans reminiscent of Oggy
EEEE I HAVE NEW SHOES!!! How positively girly of me to say. Whatever. I love them. They're my first pair of Vans: black with pink puppies. And I bought some jeans, so now I actually have stuff to wear. I don't care if it's stereotypical of women or demeaning to our gender, but I love shopping. It's therapuetic. We also bought stuff for my dad. I picked out a shirt AND tie for him, but I really don't think he liked it. Oh well.
Yeah. That's basically all I did today, besides read "The Magician's Nephew" and ravage a package of White Rabbits. I can't wait to wear my new shoes. And jeans. But there was this amazing belt I saw and now I can't find it. It's the phantom belt. I saw that one girl eyeing it enviously as I admired it the last time I was in there. I bet she took it.
Sims 2 Stuff Pack: Teen Style? Looks amazing. I haven't actually created a teen character yet. Or an elder. I'll add one to my brand new neighborhood. I think I'll create a Harry Potter family, but I'm torn: create him as a teen, or create him married to Ginny already with a family? Time will tell, I guess....
Yeah. That's basically all I did today, besides read "The Magician's Nephew" and ravage a package of White Rabbits. I can't wait to wear my new shoes. And jeans. But there was this amazing belt I saw and now I can't find it. It's the phantom belt. I saw that one girl eyeing it enviously as I admired it the last time I was in there. I bet she took it.
Sims 2 Stuff Pack: Teen Style? Looks amazing. I haven't actually created a teen character yet. Or an elder. I'll add one to my brand new neighborhood. I think I'll create a Harry Potter family, but I'm torn: create him as a teen, or create him married to Ginny already with a family? Time will tell, I guess....
Thursday, August 16, 2007
ARE YOU EMO???? The truth is out!
| Your PMS Disaster Level: Medium |
 You definitely are a bit of a wreck once a month. But as long as remember to take it easy, your PMS isn't a major crisis. |
I'm surprised at this.
My family considers my Disaster Level to be VERY HIGH.
Now I'm taking a quiz about emoness. There were only 2 new ones today.
WHY AM I SO OBSESSED WITH BLOGTHINGS?
We'll never know...
Awwwww, 40%. But still.
| You Are 40% Emo |
 You're definitely not emo, but you do understand emo people a little. You are introspective, but not to the point of driving yourself crazy. |
I'm kind of sad because it turns out I'm actually pretty introverted.
Yeah. Pretty much.
Because I'm like in the exact middle of the stupid scale, so I sometimes approach people, but I get all emo and draw within.
Extroverted, my butt.
I don't know, I'd rather be on the extreme end of either side, middle of the road sucks.
OH NO!
| Arty Kid |
 Whether you were a drama freak or an emo poet, you definitely were expressive and unique. You're probably a little less weird these days - but even more talented! |
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
It can't be true!
I am officially going to find my personality type.
I swear, "False Pretense" is a cool song, kids. C-c-c-cuz you knooooow...
AAAAAH, they're being dumb. I just want a quiz that asks questions and determines it FOR YOU. I don't want choices; GIVE ME RESULTS!
Dang. Foiled again.
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
Sesame Street: For the kid in all of us
Luke is no longer adorable. He scratched up my arm.
I swear, Cartel's "Chroma" and Classic Crime's "Albatross" are my two favorite albums right now.
I need something to do.
My dad is giving up on Harry Potter????
For the present, anyways.
NO!
I forbid it.
Wtf, why do people like that poem?
Just because I wrote it doesn't make it good.
Jk. That sounded conceited. But I meant it to be.
Seriously, tho, I CRINGE whenever I think of this poem.
Because the end is SO CRAPPY and throws off the whole groove.
True, it's only been taken four times...
But everyone seems to like the Sky High quiz???
*currently examining every poem I've ever written*
Okay, sappy emo love poem got a 5 (taken 5 times, voted 1). I kind of liked that one.
Ew, this poem makes me SICK. But that's okay because it's been taken 0 times. *phew*
Bla bla bla, nerds unite poem is loved by all.
And then there is the one that I thought was pretty good, actually. But I guess I'm the only one that thinks so. Taken once, with a vote of 3.
Ooooh, ouch.
But that's good. Because I don't want a career in poetry.
That's like getting a career in teaching.
BURN!
I would be a teacher, but there's no subject that I would enjoy teaching. I explain things badly. Except maybe gym. I love gym/PE/whatever.
Do do do do.
That's my day.
I swear, Cartel's "Chroma" and Classic Crime's "Albatross" are my two favorite albums right now.
I need something to do.
My dad is giving up on Harry Potter????
For the present, anyways.
NO!
I forbid it.
Wtf, why do people like that poem?
Just because I wrote it doesn't make it good.
Jk. That sounded conceited. But I meant it to be.
Seriously, tho, I CRINGE whenever I think of this poem.
Because the end is SO CRAPPY and throws off the whole groove.
True, it's only been taken four times...
But everyone seems to like the Sky High quiz???
*currently examining every poem I've ever written*
Okay, sappy emo love poem got a 5 (taken 5 times, voted 1). I kind of liked that one.
Ew, this poem makes me SICK. But that's okay because it's been taken 0 times. *phew*
Bla bla bla, nerds unite poem is loved by all.
And then there is the one that I thought was pretty good, actually. But I guess I'm the only one that thinks so. Taken once, with a vote of 3.
Ooooh, ouch.
But that's good. Because I don't want a career in poetry.
That's like getting a career in teaching.
BURN!
I would be a teacher, but there's no subject that I would enjoy teaching. I explain things badly. Except maybe gym. I love gym/PE/whatever.
Do do do do.
That's my day.
Saturday, August 04, 2007
Mr. Magoriums Magic Emporium
I just discovered I'm a really horrible person.
Blah.
So basically I don't deserve to live. But neither does Elijah Woods.
I tried to Avada Kedavra myself, but I forgot that I don't have a wand anymore.
So there goes that.
I wonder if anyone actually believes I'm going to commit suicide.
Because, hello, I've voiced my opinions on the stupidity of suicide A LOT in the past two years.
And anyone who is suicidal, I feel bad but it also really p***es me off because there was one time when I thought someone I really cared about was going to kill themself so I tried to call them and stop them and I cried for like a day and it turns out it was about something really stupid and I didn't think they deserved to live.
See, there I go again. More of my horribleness.
I wonder if I would be coming to this conclusion under different circumstances. Hm. Maybe I should review at another part of the month...
Like in...a week.
Nah.
Not only am I horrible, but I'm so out of the loop.
So emo.
I should go read some Louise Rennison to cheer me up.
*GASP* CHANGING PROFILE YAY!
Blah.
So basically I don't deserve to live. But neither does Elijah Woods.
I tried to Avada Kedavra myself, but I forgot that I don't have a wand anymore.
So there goes that.
I wonder if anyone actually believes I'm going to commit suicide.
Because, hello, I've voiced my opinions on the stupidity of suicide A LOT in the past two years.
And anyone who is suicidal, I feel bad but it also really p***es me off because there was one time when I thought someone I really cared about was going to kill themself so I tried to call them and stop them and I cried for like a day and it turns out it was about something really stupid and I didn't think they deserved to live.
See, there I go again. More of my horribleness.
I wonder if I would be coming to this conclusion under different circumstances. Hm. Maybe I should review at another part of the month...
Like in...a week.
Nah.
Not only am I horrible, but I'm so out of the loop.
So emo.
I should go read some Louise Rennison to cheer me up.
*GASP* CHANGING PROFILE YAY!
Saturday, July 21, 2007
BEST DAY EVER! WHO DOESN'T LOVE EVANESCENCE???
Not only am I watching Potter Puppet Pals, but BLOGTHINGS HAS 10 NEW QUIZZES! And yes, you must suffer through ALL OF THEM. Because I'm so bored.
And I love blogthings.
Okay, that was kind of lame....
Oh dear, another quiz about "meeting your dream guy". Silas hasn't shown up yet. I've been hiding in my room for most of the day. Well, except for the trip to Costco. And painting the back porch. And taking Luke to his cage.
Oh crap.
Yeah, I love how NOT true that is.
Okay, Mr. Internet Stalker, who SAYS he's 15 but is really 45, I am SO down with meeting you in Southern California ALONE WITHOUT MY PARENTS.
Ah, I've taken this one, and I got the Donnas, I think. Oh well. Maybe it was TLC... Who knows, I'm taking it AGAIN!
NOT THE DONNAS.
Snape, Snape, Severus Snape... I was wrong about Snape. I was wrong about everything.
"Potions Class" is kind of lame. "The Mysterious Ticking Noise" and "Bothering Snape" were HILARIOUS, tho. Voldemort looked like a litty kitty.
Um, okay. What glamour icon are you? WHO CARES?
Gee, what breakfast am I?
Cereal. AAAAARGH.
Breakfast equals NOT my favorite meal!!!
Oooh, a quiz on superpowers. Almost as good as a quiz on the PROM.
My parents are watching the Princess Diaries. Wow. Michael. Nuff said.
Dang. That's a lame power.
Oh. Gee. I wanna know if I'm a daring woman.
Yet I say that and I'm still taking the quiz.
Hahahaha. How do I greet a cute guy at the bar? "Hi!" "You look familiar..." "Can I buy you a drink?"
I actually agree for once.
Now to find out if I'm snobby once and for all.
I am not a snob.
I accidentally typed snog at first. I am not a snog.
FAVORITE OUTFIT.
....
FOR EMOS!
Sorry. Had to fit that in there.
NOT ANOTHER ONE QUESTION QUIZ!!!
Um, so not sweetly feminine.
One more...
Dang, I think I accidentally published this...
"How about enchanted juice???"
Ew. Lame.
And I love blogthings.
Okay, that was kind of lame....
| Your Inner Muse is Thalia |
 You are most like this playful muse of comedy. Life is all about laughter to you, and you're a natural comic. You make people laugh until their sides split. And you're always up for some play time! |
Oh dear, another quiz about "meeting your dream guy". Silas hasn't shown up yet. I've been hiding in my room for most of the day. Well, except for the trip to Costco. And painting the back porch. And taking Luke to his cage.
Oh crap.
| You'll Find Love Online |
 Dating in meatspace is way too complicated and time consuming for you You rather find a ton of guys at the click of a button So go on, and have some fun in your online dating adventure Just make sure perfectguy@mrright.com is who he says he is |
Yeah, I love how NOT true that is.
Okay, Mr. Internet Stalker, who SAYS he's 15 but is really 45, I am SO down with meeting you in Southern California ALONE WITHOUT MY PARENTS.
Ah, I've taken this one, and I got the Donnas, I think. Oh well. Maybe it was TLC... Who knows, I'm taking it AGAIN!
NOT THE DONNAS.
| You Should Be In The Donnas |
 You've got that a bit of an edge to you The bad girl that all the good boys want! |
Snape, Snape, Severus Snape... I was wrong about Snape. I was wrong about everything.
"Potions Class" is kind of lame. "The Mysterious Ticking Noise" and "Bothering Snape" were HILARIOUS, tho. Voldemort looked like a litty kitty.
Um, okay. What glamour icon are you? WHO CARES?
Gee, what breakfast am I?
Cereal. AAAAARGH.
Breakfast equals NOT my favorite meal!!!
| You Are Cereal |
 Playful and lighthearted, breakfast is likely your favorite meal of the day. (In fact, you're probably the type who sneaks cereal as a midnight snack.) Your culinary skills are probably a bit lacking... and you are a sucker for junk food. Some people accuse you of eating like a kid, but you prefer to think of yourself as low maintenance. |
Oooh, a quiz on superpowers. Almost as good as a quiz on the PROM.
My parents are watching the Princess Diaries. Wow. Michael. Nuff said.
| Your Superpower Should Be Manipulating Electricity |
 You're highly reactive, energetic, and super charged. If the occasion calls for it, you can go from 0 to 60 in a split second. But you don't harness your energy unless you truly need to. And because of this, people are often surprised by what you are capable of. Why you would be a good superhero: You have the stamina to fight enemies for days Your biggest problem as a superhero: As with your normal life, people would continue to underestimate you |
Dang. That's a lame power.
Oh. Gee. I wanna know if I'm a daring woman.
Yet I say that and I'm still taking the quiz.
Hahahaha. How do I greet a cute guy at the bar? "Hi!" "You look familiar..." "Can I buy you a drink?"
| You Are a Fierce Femme |
 You have a wild side, and you aren't afraid to bring it out when the time is right. But you also know when to hang back and keep your "crazy chick" persona in check. In fact, some of your friends may be surprised to find out how far you can take it... You may look mild mannered, but it's all an act! |
I actually agree for once.
Now to find out if I'm snobby once and for all.
I am not a snob.
I accidentally typed snog at first. I am not a snog.
| You Are Not a Snob |
 In general, you're a very open minded and kind person. There really isn't a snobby bone in your body. You're not afraid to be who you are... you're proud of your individuality. In truth, you think that snobby people aren't good enough for you! |
FAVORITE OUTFIT.
....
FOR EMOS!
Sorry. Had to fit that in there.
NOT ANOTHER ONE QUESTION QUIZ!!!
Um, so not sweetly feminine.
| What Your Blue Outfit Means |
 You're a classic girl with an impeccable sense of style. Down to earth you project a loyal and honest persona. You are sweetly feminine - a strong, tough guy can't resist you. Designer match: Prada Signature accessory: Fur lined leather gloves |
One more...
Dang, I think I accidentally published this...
"How about enchanted juice???"
Ew. Lame.
| You Should Wear Mauve Lip Gloss |
 Smart, polished, and pretty. |
Saturday, July 14, 2007
Leather pants...not uncomfortable, just kind of creaky.
Civits eat coffee cherries, and then digest the bean, taking out the bitter flavor and most of the caffeine. So when it poops the stuff out, PEOPLE DRINK IT! WHAT THE HECK? Yeah, sure, as an American I'm just not open to other cultures, but THAT'S REALLY GROSS. And I usually don't say things are gross, if y'all know what I'm talking about. And it's expensive? Like $120 a pound. Seriously.
We watched "The Last Sin Eater" last night. That was a surprisingly good movie. Like a closeted Christian film. It wasn't as creepy as I would've liked, but it was a good story. I did read a lot of the spoilers when it came out, though, so that wasn't nice. I need to stop doing that, but Pluggedin needs to stop GIVING spoilers. Like, they gave all the spoilers to the end of "Evan Almighty" to show what a great spiritual example the end was. Crap.
Only in the movie last night, there was this creepy little girl named Lilybet that only the main character could see. She was scarier than the Sin Eater and the Indians and everyone else in that movie combined. There was this one part where Fagan and Cadi are in a cave and Fagan's walking away and as he's walking Lilybet suddenly appears, but he doesn't see her. I screamed, it was so freaky.
But of course, she was an angel. That's not even giving away anything, it was SO OBVIOUS. I mean, here you have a little pale, red headed girl dressed all in white who saves Cadi's life like 86 times, she has to be an angel. And it has nothing to do with the plot AT ALL. It was like Frank Peretti decided to help write the script.
But at least it didn't end like one of his books. Sucka...
I love dogs, I love dogs...
I think I've had enough Miss Popularity for now. Although it would be nice to play with the skater again and have Avril Lavigne and her Sum 41 husband (I always forget his name), or have Maximum Ride and Fang, but that would mean playing with the musician again, cuz Fang is so emo.
I'm going to create a fantasy "Maximum Ride" soundtrack playlist. But I need more than 2 songs. I'll start looking for more appropriate ones. "Your Star", by Evanescence, fit "The Last Sin Eater" perfectly. I literally had it stuck in my head for like an hour after that movie.
We watched "The Last Sin Eater" last night. That was a surprisingly good movie. Like a closeted Christian film. It wasn't as creepy as I would've liked, but it was a good story. I did read a lot of the spoilers when it came out, though, so that wasn't nice. I need to stop doing that, but Pluggedin needs to stop GIVING spoilers. Like, they gave all the spoilers to the end of "Evan Almighty" to show what a great spiritual example the end was. Crap.
Only in the movie last night, there was this creepy little girl named Lilybet that only the main character could see. She was scarier than the Sin Eater and the Indians and everyone else in that movie combined. There was this one part where Fagan and Cadi are in a cave and Fagan's walking away and as he's walking Lilybet suddenly appears, but he doesn't see her. I screamed, it was so freaky.
But of course, she was an angel. That's not even giving away anything, it was SO OBVIOUS. I mean, here you have a little pale, red headed girl dressed all in white who saves Cadi's life like 86 times, she has to be an angel. And it has nothing to do with the plot AT ALL. It was like Frank Peretti decided to help write the script.
But at least it didn't end like one of his books. Sucka...
I love dogs, I love dogs...
I think I've had enough Miss Popularity for now. Although it would be nice to play with the skater again and have Avril Lavigne and her Sum 41 husband (I always forget his name), or have Maximum Ride and Fang, but that would mean playing with the musician again, cuz Fang is so emo.
I'm going to create a fantasy "Maximum Ride" soundtrack playlist. But I need more than 2 songs. I'll start looking for more appropriate ones. "Your Star", by Evanescence, fit "The Last Sin Eater" perfectly. I literally had it stuck in my head for like an hour after that movie.
Friday, July 06, 2007
I've been to the year 3000...
Whenever I listen to this song I picture the Jonas brothers making rapping gestures.
I took a trip to the year 3000, this song had gone multiplatinum, everybody bought our seventh album, it had outsold Kelly Clarkson.
A few of these things seem a little obvious and a few a little not. Is he saying that they finally put out their 7th album in the year 3000, or by the year 3000 everyone had bought it. I find that impossible, but hey.
Oh, and of course they outsold Kelly Clarkson, if she's going to continue down her path of perpetual emoness.
I sampled "My December". It was kind of lame.
"So many things to tell her, but how to make her see? The truth about my past? IMPOSSIBLE! She'd turn away from meeeee!" "He's holding back, he's hiding, but what I can't deciiiide, why won't he be the king I know he is, the king I see insiiiiiiiiiiiide?"
*sniff*
It brings a tear to my eye...
HARRY POTTER ISH COMING OUT!
And so is the 5th movie.
I'm going to Wikipedia the play Daniel Radcliffe was in to see why he was so nude.
Just curious.
I want "SCHOOL'S OUT---FOREVER" very bad!
J-5 is rocking on the radio...
I TURNED IN LOTR LIKE TWO MONTHS AGO!!!!! AAAAAAAAGH!
I hate this library.
Ace high royal flush, red velvet orange crush, but you just don't impress me much.
I saw "Evan Almighty" yesterday. It was a lot better than I thought it would be. In fact, it was actually really good. I'm not giving it like 8 stars out of 5, and it's not my favorite movie of all time, but I do like Steve Carrell. He's a really good all around actor. And I don't dislike Morgan Freeman as much. He's pretty cool in that movie. And even though Morgan Freeman as God is a little innacurate (just a little) he did a good portrayal of God's love and stuff.
And the movie was actually funny, so I don't know what everyone else thinks.
I liked the horses. I would've brought 2 of each breed, but hey, that's just me.
I took a trip to the year 3000, this song had gone multiplatinum, everybody bought our seventh album, it had outsold Kelly Clarkson.
A few of these things seem a little obvious and a few a little not. Is he saying that they finally put out their 7th album in the year 3000, or by the year 3000 everyone had bought it. I find that impossible, but hey.
Oh, and of course they outsold Kelly Clarkson, if she's going to continue down her path of perpetual emoness.
I sampled "My December". It was kind of lame.
"So many things to tell her, but how to make her see? The truth about my past? IMPOSSIBLE! She'd turn away from meeeee!" "He's holding back, he's hiding, but what I can't deciiiide, why won't he be the king I know he is, the king I see insiiiiiiiiiiiide?"
*sniff*
It brings a tear to my eye...
HARRY POTTER ISH COMING OUT!
And so is the 5th movie.
I'm going to Wikipedia the play Daniel Radcliffe was in to see why he was so nude.
Just curious.
I want "SCHOOL'S OUT---FOREVER" very bad!
J-5 is rocking on the radio...
I TURNED IN LOTR LIKE TWO MONTHS AGO!!!!! AAAAAAAAGH!
I hate this library.
Ace high royal flush, red velvet orange crush, but you just don't impress me much.
I saw "Evan Almighty" yesterday. It was a lot better than I thought it would be. In fact, it was actually really good. I'm not giving it like 8 stars out of 5, and it's not my favorite movie of all time, but I do like Steve Carrell. He's a really good all around actor. And I don't dislike Morgan Freeman as much. He's pretty cool in that movie. And even though Morgan Freeman as God is a little innacurate (just a little) he did a good portrayal of God's love and stuff.
And the movie was actually funny, so I don't know what everyone else thinks.
I liked the horses. I would've brought 2 of each breed, but hey, that's just me.
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
So deep, but a love so hidden...
Tell me, what is foot-poping? I'm familiar with foot-popping, but not foot-poping. Do you baptize your foot or something? I just took a quiz that used that word frequently. Oh, and they used Hawk Nelson lyrics. "She's got every little thing I wanted, but it still feels just like the day it started." :O I KNOW THOSE LYRICS! And then one of the results was "Forbidden kiss: So deep, but a love so hidden..." Riiiiiight. This just goes to show you what kind of person I am.
Also, I took a quiz called "Beautiful Dark Pics", which wasn't really a quiz at all.
I am seriously loving this picture.
He's like, "Waaaaaaaaaaaaaah, I got a rose, dododododo," like Blake Lewis when the American Idol peeps did that creepy music video with the circus and he was dressed as a ringleader and he wore eyeliner and it was SO CREEPY. That's just what it reminds me of. Only this picture isn't creepy, just funny. There was another picture of a shirtless guy with dark wings and it was very Davey Havok-ish. Also very Fang-ish, now that I think about it.
I heart fang.
I used "emos" as one of the tags, even though this guy is more accurately described as goth. But hey.
"Waaaaaaaaah, I got a rose, dododododo..."
Also, I took a quiz called "Beautiful Dark Pics", which wasn't really a quiz at all.
I am seriously loving this picture.
He's like, "Waaaaaaaaaaaaaah, I got a rose, dododododo," like Blake Lewis when the American Idol peeps did that creepy music video with the circus and he was dressed as a ringleader and he wore eyeliner and it was SO CREEPY. That's just what it reminds me of. Only this picture isn't creepy, just funny. There was another picture of a shirtless guy with dark wings and it was very Davey Havok-ish. Also very Fang-ish, now that I think about it.
I heart fang.
I used "emos" as one of the tags, even though this guy is more accurately described as goth. But hey.
"Waaaaaaaaah, I got a rose, dododododo..."
Saturday, June 23, 2007
My Top 24 Places To Live
...according to findyourspot.com
1. Philadelphia, Pennsylvania (Shopping and city life)
2. Norfolk, Virginia (Blah, blah, blah, more war)
3. Charlotte, North Carolina (Financial center)
4. Lexington, Kentucky (Horses > people)
5. Long Island, New York (Biggest island)
6. Nashville Tennessee (Music)
7. Oklahoma City, Oklahoma (water taxis)
8. New York City, New York (Never sleeps)
9. Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania (“Nickelodeon”)
10. Chesapeake – Virginia Beach, Virginia (Grand Ball)
11. Bergen-Passaic, New Jersey (Near Big Apple)
12. Knoxville, Tennessee (Near Smokies)
13. Manhattan, New York (EXPENSIVE)
14. Carlisle, Pennsylvania (Longest stone arch bridge)
15. Augusta, Georgia (Golf)
16. Greenville, North Carolina (Honors Rev. War)
17. Richmond, Virginia (Patrick Henry speech)
18. Hampton, Virginia (Astronaut training facility)
19. Rocky Mount – Stony Creek, North Carolina (?)
20. St. Louis, Missouri (Best sports city)
21. Raleigh, North Carolina (Technological)
22. Lancaster, Pennsylvania (Amish country)
23. Bowling Green, Kentucky (Home of the Corvette)
24. New Brunswick, New Jersey (Health care)
I quite agree with 15 (hehehehe), and I might want to check out Lexington (HELLO, MORE HORSES THAN PEOPLE!), but Philly sounds alright, too.
I'm playing "Rank" on the-n.com. Evanescence or Rascal Flatts? STUPID QUESTION!
If I don't know either of the bands, I just pick the one with the cooler name.
EW, NOT DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL, NOOOOOOOOOOO!
Also, if I know one of the artists and REALLY hate them, I pick the other one.
Who knew chick bands could rock that hard?
1. Philadelphia, Pennsylvania (Shopping and city life)
2. Norfolk, Virginia (Blah, blah, blah, more war)
3. Charlotte, North Carolina (Financial center)
4. Lexington, Kentucky (Horses > people)
5. Long Island, New York (Biggest island)
6. Nashville Tennessee (Music)
7. Oklahoma City, Oklahoma (water taxis)
8. New York City, New York (Never sleeps)
9. Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania (“Nickelodeon”)
10. Chesapeake – Virginia Beach, Virginia (Grand Ball)
11. Bergen-Passaic, New Jersey (Near Big Apple)
12. Knoxville, Tennessee (Near Smokies)
13. Manhattan, New York (EXPENSIVE)
14. Carlisle, Pennsylvania (Longest stone arch bridge)
15. Augusta, Georgia (Golf)
16. Greenville, North Carolina (Honors Rev. War)
17. Richmond, Virginia (Patrick Henry speech)
18. Hampton, Virginia (Astronaut training facility)
19. Rocky Mount – Stony Creek, North Carolina (?)
20. St. Louis, Missouri (Best sports city)
21. Raleigh, North Carolina (Technological)
22. Lancaster, Pennsylvania (Amish country)
23. Bowling Green, Kentucky (Home of the Corvette)
24. New Brunswick, New Jersey (Health care)
I quite agree with 15 (hehehehe), and I might want to check out Lexington (HELLO, MORE HORSES THAN PEOPLE!), but Philly sounds alright, too.
I'm playing "Rank" on the-n.com. Evanescence or Rascal Flatts? STUPID QUESTION!
If I don't know either of the bands, I just pick the one with the cooler name.
EW, NOT DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL, NOOOOOOOOOOO!
Also, if I know one of the artists and REALLY hate them, I pick the other one.
Who knew chick bands could rock that hard?
Friday, June 15, 2007
Do you feel like a man when you push her around? Do you feel better now?
Red Jumpsuit Apparatus lyrics. So Pluggedin loves them. But they haven't reviewed Cartel or Gym Class Heroes. LAME.
I SWEAR, there's a guy in this band with the most amazing hair. He looks just like Blake Lewis with dark hair, only not as corrupted or short/annoying.
I finished "The Night I Disappeared", some girl who created an alternate reality after a "traumatic" event in her past that she can't remember. And I was busy rolling my eyes, because in most books, the situation is always she was molested/raped and she can't ever get past it. But IT'S NOT! Shocking... She gets put in a psychiatric ward.
I also read "Guitar Highway Rose". The title sounded emo and the description was getting there, so I checked it out. Took me a while to find it was British, too. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME? And Rosie and Asher run away together. Awwwww. Not. There's an event near the end I totally did not see coming. I mean, I knew right away what had happened when I read the description, but it was like, "Wha? Why'd you stick that in there?" Kind of a pointless book. Asher didn't use punctuation. Everyone was talking about hot chip addictions.
FACE DOWN IN THE DIRT, SHE SAYS THIS DOESN'T HURT!
I see what's going down...
I want stripey socks.
And dreads.
But then I wouldn't wash them. Ew.
I want to dye my hair. Don't know quite when that will happen.
These emo pictures are dumb.
I wish I had a counter to see how many times I use emo in a post. Emo emo emo emo emo.
I SWEAR, there's a guy in this band with the most amazing hair. He looks just like Blake Lewis with dark hair, only not as corrupted or short/annoying.
I finished "The Night I Disappeared", some girl who created an alternate reality after a "traumatic" event in her past that she can't remember. And I was busy rolling my eyes, because in most books, the situation is always she was molested/raped and she can't ever get past it. But IT'S NOT! Shocking... She gets put in a psychiatric ward.
I also read "Guitar Highway Rose". The title sounded emo and the description was getting there, so I checked it out. Took me a while to find it was British, too. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME? And Rosie and Asher run away together. Awwwww. Not. There's an event near the end I totally did not see coming. I mean, I knew right away what had happened when I read the description, but it was like, "Wha? Why'd you stick that in there?" Kind of a pointless book. Asher didn't use punctuation. Everyone was talking about hot chip addictions.
FACE DOWN IN THE DIRT, SHE SAYS THIS DOESN'T HURT!
I see what's going down...
I want stripey socks.
And dreads.
But then I wouldn't wash them. Ew.
I want to dye my hair. Don't know quite when that will happen.
These emo pictures are dumb.
I wish I had a counter to see how many times I use emo in a post. Emo emo emo emo emo.
Thursday, June 07, 2007
On the lot
MORE PLAYLIST MOVIES! YAY! I'm having fun, I don't care if you're not.
Hehehe, the house all to myself! ONLINE!
I kind of want to play Harvest Moon but not really.
Anyways, here's...
On-The-Go: Our protagonist is a peppy, upbeat person. Opening song ("'Tell That Mick He Just Made My List Of Things To Do Today'", Fall Out Boy). They know they've been sitting in the shade too long and need to activate. ("Activate", Stellar Kart) But to do that, they need to get their head in the game. ("Get'cha Head In The Game", B5) So they start, um, bopping to the top. ("Bop to the Top", Ryan and Sharpay) MOTIVATIONAL MUSIC! ("Get Ready For This", 2 Unlimited) Our hero feels so good. ("I Feel So Good", KJ-52) Good enough to play POKEMON! ("Pokemon Theme Song", erm, Pokemon?) They feel like running a marathon. ("Marathons", Falling Up; this song isn't actually about running a marathon, but hey, the title) Uh, don't really know why I put this song on there... ("Apparitions of Melody", Kids in the Way) Or this one. ("Detainer", Day of Fire) Suddenly, all that goodness comes to a screeching halt. Someone has CHANGED THE REGIME! ("Regime Change", Disciple) Everything seems harder than the first time. ("Harder than the First Time", Barlowgirl) Our hero is living on a prayer ("Living on a Prayer", Stellar Kart), hoping someone will bring them back to life. ("Bring Me To Life", Evanescence) They press on. ("Press On", Relient K) And the last two songs were really fast and upbeat, so I put them on the playlist... ("Revolution", Dizmas; "Snitches and Talkers Get Stitches and Walkers", Fall Out Boy)
"Headlights" is such a funny song.
Hahahahaha.
Hm, according to this quiz, I will kill somebody.
Hm.
Not too far off.
Oooh, what clique am I in? The suspense is killing me.
SPEAKING OF SUSPENSE, WE HAVE "CINDERELLA STORY"!!! MUST WATCH!!
Eh, I'm gothic lolita? I don't even know who Mana is!!!
Oh well.
Some of the ninth graders reacted badly to the "Emo" on the back of my sweatshirt.
I've missed quizilla...
Hm, I should find some more bad Murtagh fanfics.
Maybe I could add that to my writing projects.
Let's see, there's the Star Wars fanfic I STARTED, couldn't keep going on, erased, then restarted, but haven't actually STARTED. That made no sense.
And then there's a realistic fiction thing that has two points of view that I want to start.
Could I tack on a Murtagh fanfic that doesn't involve too much work?
Just some fun, senseless, bad writing?
Like my soap was?
Only that wasn't so fun...
Yeah, I think so.
Only I wouldn't have it tie into the story and the character wouldn't sleep with Murtagh and...
Okay, I just read all the rest of the parts of the bad Murtagh fanfic I posted yesterday, and I have some things to say:
1. How long has she known Murtagh? Like a week? And they're sharing a tavern room? And he'll "never leave her side"? Are you sure? He didn't even heal her grievous wounds! Well, he sort of did.
2. AND HE BUYS HER A HORSE? EH?
3. The part where they shared the bed was so funny. I mean, I know he's a GUY, but would he REALLY be all, "NO, we're SHARING the bed!" Yeah, probably. But how did he end up without a shirt? Did he wake up, realize he was cuddling Raven to his chest, decide he was hot, take off his shirt, and THEN cuddle some MORE? Raven: WTH? Murtagh: Oh, sorry, didn't mean to. RIIIIIIIIGHT.
4. First kiss takes like 3 weeks? Moving a little fast, are we?
5. And they consummate their relationship, having only known each that long, and I know they haven't seen each other in two months, but wha????
6. And he buys her a RING!!! AND PROPOSES! Okay, I didn't live in the 1300's or whenever that took place (from what he describes it, that's what it sounds like, according to different sources), but I don't think that was the marriage custom.
7. Oh no, she gonna die! Raven gonna die! I wonder what will happen next...
Wow. What a rant.
I must remind myself I am a huge hypocrite all day, every day.
And can I really insult a fellow writer?
It seems really wrong to justify it, but when people are like, "OH, YOU'RE SO CRITICAL, YOU DON'T LIKE ANYTHING, JUST SHUT UP!" it's like, "Well, yeah, I'm picky, but I DO have high standards. I'm not taking a sucky movie and calling it 'good' just because it wasn't 'horrible'." Like "One Night With the King"? Sorry, but you cannot call that GOOD. Bad acting, horrible storyline, the backdrops were CG??? 'Okay', sure. 'Bad', heck yeah. 'Good'? Because it was better than OTHER bad films? NO.
Hehehe, the house all to myself! ONLINE!
I kind of want to play Harvest Moon but not really.
Anyways, here's...
On-The-Go: Our protagonist is a peppy, upbeat person. Opening song ("'Tell That Mick He Just Made My List Of Things To Do Today'", Fall Out Boy). They know they've been sitting in the shade too long and need to activate. ("Activate", Stellar Kart) But to do that, they need to get their head in the game. ("Get'cha Head In The Game", B5) So they start, um, bopping to the top. ("Bop to the Top", Ryan and Sharpay) MOTIVATIONAL MUSIC! ("Get Ready For This", 2 Unlimited) Our hero feels so good. ("I Feel So Good", KJ-52) Good enough to play POKEMON! ("Pokemon Theme Song", erm, Pokemon?) They feel like running a marathon. ("Marathons", Falling Up; this song isn't actually about running a marathon, but hey, the title) Uh, don't really know why I put this song on there... ("Apparitions of Melody", Kids in the Way) Or this one. ("Detainer", Day of Fire) Suddenly, all that goodness comes to a screeching halt. Someone has CHANGED THE REGIME! ("Regime Change", Disciple) Everything seems harder than the first time. ("Harder than the First Time", Barlowgirl) Our hero is living on a prayer ("Living on a Prayer", Stellar Kart), hoping someone will bring them back to life. ("Bring Me To Life", Evanescence) They press on. ("Press On", Relient K) And the last two songs were really fast and upbeat, so I put them on the playlist... ("Revolution", Dizmas; "Snitches and Talkers Get Stitches and Walkers", Fall Out Boy)
"Headlights" is such a funny song.
Hahahahaha.
Hm, according to this quiz, I will kill somebody.
Hm.
Not too far off.
Oooh, what clique am I in? The suspense is killing me.
SPEAKING OF SUSPENSE, WE HAVE "CINDERELLA STORY"!!! MUST WATCH!!
Eh, I'm gothic lolita? I don't even know who Mana is!!!
Oh well.
Some of the ninth graders reacted badly to the "Emo" on the back of my sweatshirt.
I've missed quizilla...
Hm, I should find some more bad Murtagh fanfics.
Maybe I could add that to my writing projects.
Let's see, there's the Star Wars fanfic I STARTED, couldn't keep going on, erased, then restarted, but haven't actually STARTED. That made no sense.
And then there's a realistic fiction thing that has two points of view that I want to start.
Could I tack on a Murtagh fanfic that doesn't involve too much work?
Just some fun, senseless, bad writing?
Like my soap was?
Only that wasn't so fun...
Yeah, I think so.
Only I wouldn't have it tie into the story and the character wouldn't sleep with Murtagh and...
Okay, I just read all the rest of the parts of the bad Murtagh fanfic I posted yesterday, and I have some things to say:
1. How long has she known Murtagh? Like a week? And they're sharing a tavern room? And he'll "never leave her side"? Are you sure? He didn't even heal her grievous wounds! Well, he sort of did.
2. AND HE BUYS HER A HORSE? EH?
3. The part where they shared the bed was so funny. I mean, I know he's a GUY, but would he REALLY be all, "NO, we're SHARING the bed!" Yeah, probably. But how did he end up without a shirt? Did he wake up, realize he was cuddling Raven to his chest, decide he was hot, take off his shirt, and THEN cuddle some MORE? Raven: WTH? Murtagh: Oh, sorry, didn't mean to. RIIIIIIIIGHT.
4. First kiss takes like 3 weeks? Moving a little fast, are we?
5. And they consummate their relationship, having only known each that long, and I know they haven't seen each other in two months, but wha????
6. And he buys her a RING!!! AND PROPOSES! Okay, I didn't live in the 1300's or whenever that took place (from what he describes it, that's what it sounds like, according to different sources), but I don't think that was the marriage custom.
7. Oh no, she gonna die! Raven gonna die! I wonder what will happen next...
Wow. What a rant.
I must remind myself I am a huge hypocrite all day, every day.
And can I really insult a fellow writer?
It seems really wrong to justify it, but when people are like, "OH, YOU'RE SO CRITICAL, YOU DON'T LIKE ANYTHING, JUST SHUT UP!" it's like, "Well, yeah, I'm picky, but I DO have high standards. I'm not taking a sucky movie and calling it 'good' just because it wasn't 'horrible'." Like "One Night With the King"? Sorry, but you cannot call that GOOD. Bad acting, horrible storyline, the backdrops were CG??? 'Okay', sure. 'Bad', heck yeah. 'Good'? Because it was better than OTHER bad films? NO.
No offense, but I REALLY hate your country.
| You Should Date A Japanese Guy! |
 You're an interesting blend of traditonal and modern And a Japanese guy is likely to be on your wavelength Maybe you'll show your love by dying your hair the same color Or get married in a traditional white kimono! |
I don't think this would work. I mean, how can it if I don't like his home country? At all?
Okay, there are some positive things I remember about Japan, and I know I make out like I hate it all the time, but it wasn't that bad. Maybe it was just living on base that SUCKED.
But I don't want to go back to Japan anytime soon. I didn't leave anyone behind like my mom did, and my dad, because all my friends were Navy kids who moved to Hawaii or San Francisco as soon as summer started. -_-
Ooh, what kind of English American should I speak? Or is that American English.
I swear, I have the coolest itunes playlists ever. Maybe it's because I think of my playlists like a story... Or not... But they make sense. Eeeee, I'm proud of them.
Go Kill Yourself: Someone is at the end of their rope, so they go to a loved one (or God, since that's what that song is about) for help ("Breathe Into Me", Red). Unfortunately, said friend leaves ("Don't Go", KJ-52) and then dies ("Hello", Evanescence), causing the main character to become emo ("Zero", Hawk Nelson) and long for home ("I Wanna Go Home", Ugly Duckling). Oh no, our hero has encountered an abusive relationship (could happen...?) ("Let Go", Red). Our hero tells the antagonist so ("You Don't See Me", Josie and the Pussycats), but that ends badly ("Face Down", Red Jumpsuit Apparatus). Now a bunch of songs on just how abusive this person is. ("Fire To My Soul", Demon Hunter; "Haunted", Evanescence; "Open Wounds", Skillet) Our hero gets restless and thinks violence is the answer ("Snap Your Fingers, Snap Your Neck", Demon Hunter). Then they get all emo again ("Poor Man", Plus One; "Stories (Down To the Bottom)", Tobymac). Then they decide to complain about the desensitization of our country for some reason("Novocain", Olivia the Band) and how they have the coldest heart. ("The Coldest Heart", The Classic Crime) They blame the media for injustice ("You're Crashing But You're No Wave", Fall Out Boy) and commit suicide ("My Last Breath", Evanescence"). Then a minor character tries to sing them back to life ("Headlights", The Classic Crime). The last part's truly depressing, since the chorus is, "I know you're cold, but come home." Hm. Although I think that song is REALLY FUNNY and always laugh when I listen to it.
Ooops.
Oh, rats, and I spoiled the ending for you.
| Your Linguistic Profile: |
 50% General American English 30% Yankee 10% Upper Midwestern 5% Dixie 0% Midwestern |
How NYC am I?
I'm so glad I don't have a Midwestern accent. Or speak that way, anyways.
Man, I don't belong in New York. :(
| You Are 32% NYC |
 Okay, so maybe you've been to NYC. But you probably really live in Connecticut. |
I don't, actually, I live in Washington.
IRONY. Am definitely taking this quiz.
| You Are 75% Addicted to Blogthings |
 You lead the pack when it comes to posting Blogthings. And your friends (mostly) thank you for it. It's cute that you insist on being called your Japanese name. Just stop bragging about your IQ score! |
So true...
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
Yay, I'm tasty!
| You Are Chocolate Chip Ice Cream |
 You are kind, popular, and generous. You tend to be successful at anything you try. A social butterfly, you are great at entertaining a crowd. You are most compatible with strawberry ice cream. |
It's a step up from coffee. XP.
Gwen Stefani is my celebrity style twin? Hm. That's cool, I guess. She's pretty and I like her stuff. I probably wouldn't wear half of what she wears, tho. Eh? I highly doubt that's a picture of her.
| Your Celebrity Style Twin is Gwen Stefani |
 Trendsetting, unique, and stylish. |
Can it really predict my birthdorder? Hm...
I recently REALLY started hating being the middle child. Scratch that. I've always hated it. But it seems worse than usual. Probably because Nathan acknowledged every bad thing I thought about middle childom was true and then went on to say how awesome being oldest was. And then he excused all annoying younger child behaviors, but got on my back for my "behaviors".
My family is full of hypocrites.
...that are also sexist.
They must be.
I wouldn't even care about this if it weren't affecting my future.
Affecting...effecting...I can't remember the difference.
Wha???
| You Are Likely an Only Child |
 At your darkest moments, you feel frustrated. At work and school, you do best when you're organizing. When you love someone, you tend to worry about them. In friendship, you are emotional and sympathetic. Your ideal careers are: radio announcer, finance, teaching, ministry, and management. You will leave your mark on the world with organizational leadership, maybe as the author of self-help books. |
I'm going to Georgia. When I am 18, I am going to Georgia, eating donuts, keeping my last name forever unless I marry someone with an L-last name (preferrably Lemon, but God knows that's never going to happen), and becoming a writer with NO college education and NO ONE CAN STOP ME!
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